ONE CHOICE.
TWO REALMS.
NO SECOND CHANCE.
Tenley “Ten” Lockwood is an average seventeen-year-old girl…who has spent the past thirteen months locked inside the Prynne Asylum. The reason? Not her obsession with numbers, but her refusal to let her parents choose where she’ll live—after she dies.
There is an eternal truth most of the world has come to accept: Firstlife is merely a dress rehearsal, and real life begins after death.
In the Everlife, two realms are in power: Troika and Myriad, longtime enemies and deadly rivals. Both will do anything to recruit Ten, including sending their top Laborers to lure her to their side. Soon, Ten finds herself on the run, caught in a wild tug-of-war between the two realms who will do anything to win the right to her soul. Who can she trust? And what if the realm she’s drawn to isn’t home to the boy she’s falling for? She just has to stay alive long enough to make a decision…
I
received this ARC from the publisher via Netgalley, in exchange for an
honest review. I was in no way compensated for this review.
I have been a huge fan of Gena Showalter’s YA books ever since
Intertwined! I fell in love with that series and world, and
naturally felt the utter devastation with its cancellation. Her newest
series begins with
Firstlife and it’s a far cry more different than any of
her other (YA) books or books that I’ve read. And that is where things
start to get difficult.
Firstlife
definitely has the futuristic, almost dystopian-like vibe to it. The
big deal is deciding which afterlife world you want to live in after you
die. That basically, your first life doesn’t really matter, it’s what
you do with your second life that counts. There’s Trokia, which is a
world filled with more structure, there are rules that apply to
everyone, there’s a sense of equality. Myriad is its
counterpart almost; it’s more about having fun and there’s a bit of
entitlement. There’s no equal footing here, but it’s still a good life,
because a good amount of people here are never left wanting anything.
Ten
is seventeen and has spent the past year or so in an asylum of sorts.
She refuses to sign with either world and this apparently has become a
big deal for reasons unknown
to us at the beginning. This confused me from the getgo, why put your
children, albeit, teenagers, in a hospital of sorts for refusing to pick
their afterlife? And so, Ten has been abused in all sorts of ways for
several months now. Her parents are both for
Myriad and want their daughter to fall in their footsteps.
By
a chance of fate and chaos, Ten is able to escape the hospital and soon
goes on the run with two boys, Archer and Killian. Archer is from
Trokia and Killian is from Myriad,
and naturally both are trying to get Ten to choose their afterlife
world.
I
can’t even really put into words accurately, what made this read such a
struggle to get through. I almost DNF’d it several times, as it took
way longer to read than it should
have from one of my favorite authors. I guess in part some of it might
have to do with the world-building. I never really got a good grasp on
how this world runs. You’re just kind of thrown into it and then as you
stumble along you learn a thing or two, but
being told something is not the same as realizing the same thing. A lot
of concepts and such were just hard for me to make clear. Such as why
Ten is so special. And that becomes obvious from the getgo, as she has
representatives from both worlds vying for
her soul…you could say.
And
here Ten just wants to be free to make her own choices and live her own
life. She was a fun heroine to read about it some ways. She had an
obsession with numbers that
was intriguing, though got a little overwhelming at times, because her
obsession could take over at the most inopportune moments. And that kind
of detracted from an already confusing story.
Now
I mentioned two guys, so you can practically smell a love triangle
coming up. And yet, even that became confusing. Just as I think she is
choosing one guy, she starts
saying how she loves the other! Now I was figuring on that second one,
it was more familial love, but it was so unclear to me.
Perhaps
some of these things I struggled with were due to reading the ARC.
There were also emails placed into the story at odd moments, and with
ARCs you never get that final
kind of font change. Especially with eARCs. Everything is just the
same, you’re lucky if formatting is done correctly, which it doesn’t
seem to be all the time. But unfortunately even taking that into mind, I
still didn’t really enjoy this one like I wished
I had. I mean that cover is gorgeous! The storyline itself sounded
intriguing, yet the execution of it all just fell a little flat. The
words weren’t flowing right for me. I’m not sure I will be continuing
this series either unfortunately. It just wasn’t the
right read for me.
Overall Rating 2.5/5 stars
Firstlife
releases February 23, 2016
